Does this explain why some anti-religious females suffer in dating?

I believe the Jewish bible says that when you place your soul and spirit under God’s kingdom, purpose, or authority, God attracts people to you, so you do not have to do the fighting and chasing yourself.

I was anorexic when I was a child and was cured the first time I read the bible. And I did not gain a single pound of body fat after I stopped starving myself, because God said, if you care about others, God will care about you.

At age 20 I started a medical drug that changed my appetite levels leading to weight gain. But this weight gain happened after I suffered so much I stopped serving God because I was angry I had never been compensated for my hard work.

I went through things so unusual and painful, 98% of my friends would delete me if I talked about it. And I felt God had erased my reward.

Does this explain why some anti-religious females suffer in dating?
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