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I feel like my ex was emotionally abusive. I used to really be into her more than she was into me. She used tell me “I didn’t want this relationship, you did”. And when people would ask how we met she’d say “I didn’t wanna date him”. I explained to her how it hurts me when she says these things m. And she’d say “you’re just insecure”.

What’s even worse, she told me about how before we started dating. She went on dates with guys who she really liked and they rejected her. So am I the nice guy who finished last?

I used to be highly attracted to her. She never wanted sex with me, at the same time, complaining that her ex boyfriend didn’t want sex with her. She barely wanted to be affectionate with me.

Even worse, she used deliberately turn me on so she could sexually reject me. Would tell me “come over I’ll lick your balls and your butt” and refuse sex when I show up. Every single time we’d have an argument, even if it’s minor she’d say “you’re getting none”. So I started keeping silent to avoid conflict.

She used to complain that I’m not making her happy and give me reasons why. Which I’ll admit I’m not perfect, I know I have my flaws and bad habits, but. When I’d tell her what she’s doing to make me unhappy she’d reply “you knew I was a bitch when you met me”.

About 3 weeks ago we went to a Thanksgiving dinner at her friends house and I felt like she was kinda flirty with a guy. She seemed very touchy with him. I even saw her put her arm around him. I mentioned it to her a few days later. About how I was uncomfortable with how she behaved with him, and again. Told me “im insecure” and broke up with me. Denied ever putting her arm around him when I saw her do it.

It’s been a couple weeks and I’m still emotionally hurting over her. Haven’t been able to eat or sleep. Having nightmares and visions of her in bed with other men. I’ve dated and had sex with other women since. But I still can’t get her out of my head. What should I do?

Let's assume one of their friends or family members told or alerted you, about it. Alarm you meaning make you re-think the relationship, or make you Leary of them.

The situation summed up:

- We're both 21
- We were close during highschool
- We currently don't live in the same country
- We started texting more and more these past few months
- We text about our personal lives late at night
- We send each other new articles or memes on social media
- We tease each other often
- She sometimes doesn't answer my texts within 24h
- She strikes up a conversation when she's on a train or a bus
- She talks about her failing relationship
- She mentioned she's scared she won't find anyone to settle down with (she's kinda insecure)
- She said I should invite her to my wedding when that day comes
- She mentioned how mature I've become over the past years
- She knows I liked her during highschool
- She said I should've told her back then, because "who knows if it could have led to something"
- She said she 'likes' frat boys (I'm not a frat boy by the way)
- She said she misses our highschool friends and life

I'm pretty sure she doesn't know I still like her, but she's sending me so many mixed signals I don't know what to think of the situation anymore. Is she into me or am I in the friendzone? Thanks in advance for your honest opinions!