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I have a family friend who lives in another state
We’ve gotten closer and we’ve been texting almost everyday since August. He notices when something is wrong via text and he constantly encourages me when nursing school gets overwhelming. In September I told him, I liked him and he said that he’s proud that I’m being honest about my feelings but he’s not ready (He’s a first year resident doctor, not making excuses just stating it’s an overwhelming situation). And he hopes that his response will not affect our relationship because he really appreciate me. After that, we just carried on and kept on doing what we were doing b4 I told him I liked him. He tells me about his work, his new hobbies, he sends me pictures of his hair and his new glasses and he asked me to help him name his plants. He listens to me rant, even though he’s tired and just got back from work. He pays attention and remembers important dates I tell him, he wishes me luck before every exam and test. Recently we didn’t talk for two weeks because I had finals and honestly I was kind of isolating and he was sick and didn’t reach out but to make it up to me,
He said he was going to get me an end of semester/Christmas present and asked what I wanted. I feel like he likes me but I don’t want to have any False hope or anything.
What do you think

Yesterday was Thanksgiving after spending a weekend at his mom's house we both caught the cold and got sick. I've been trying to care for myself and him and he has helped me too. However today he kept badgering me to make food for him although I am also sick and could barely stand up. My mother was supposed to bring us food but she ended up saying she couldn't until tomorrow, we were both hungry and I decided to roam in the fridge to make food. I made some corn and chicken fajitas all while trying to clean the kitchen all he did was comment on how I misplaced the handheld vacuum and how I wasn't making the meal he desired, even though we are low on food, we both ate and his mother brought leftovers, I told him later it hurt my feelings and how ungrateful I felt he was he issued a fake apology and even laughed while doing so, he also has done this before when I asked him to stop calling me racial slurs and names like "monkey, thick skull, and sometimes n word" I'm not his general type I am dark he likes light or mixed and I truly genuinely believe that if I was the girl he wanted he would respect me more and treat me better.