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Hello everyone, I need some advice.

A few days ago I had an argument with my boyfriend. We’ve been together for about a year and four months. The issue started because I’ve been feeling emotionally tired lately. His dad has been very sick in the hospital for months, so he’s been understandably depressed and wanting to go out more to clear his mind. I care about him a lot, but my household is very strict. Even though I’m 20, I’m not really allowed to go out often or come home late, so it’s been hard to balance everything.

During the argument I said I thought we should break up because I felt overwhelmed. I called my sister to pick me up from his house. While she was waiting outside she started calling me repeatedly and assumed something bad was happening, even though I texted her that everything was fine and I was just getting my things.

When I came out she went inside and started yelling at my boyfriend, accusing him of things that weren’t true and saying she didn’t want him near me again. After that my mom got involved and believed something serious had happened. Now both my mom and sister think he’s bad for me and they pressured me to break up with him.

The problem is that I still love him and our relationship was generally happy. He’s not perfect, but he’s never hurt me. Now I feel stuck because if I stay with him my family gets extremely angry, but breaking up feels like I’m ending something good because of other people.

I love my family and I love him, and I feel like I’m being forced to choose between them. What would you do in this situation?

I feel really alone after cutting my family off.. I’m realizing that you can’t heal from the same environment that broke you and it kept me in a bind for years because they heavily supported me and I was doing well until one day I really needed their support and I realized that I didn’t matter?

I was talking to a man I was head over heels for and he didn’t want me. We stopped dating and I was so depressed for a year and I just didn’t want to live and I told my mom about it and then my cousin… I told my cousin everything and she goes behind my back to talk to him

My cousin lives with my mom and I tell her that I think something is going on and my mom just ignores me or says “so what do you want me to do about it “ or she says “I’m sure there’s things that you’ve done “… so it felt like a knife in my chest fr… because it feels like I’ve been betrayed twice

And to this day I don’t know how to move on from it and everyone is saying let them fall in love etc and move on… I feel gaslit by my family over the situation…