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I am turning 28 in a few months, of course nearing my 30s, and I never had a real girlfriend before. I had some online things, but they all rejected me upon meeting in person for the first time. Meanwhile, I have watched all my former friends form serious relationships, get married, and most of them have kids now.

I am not the most attractive guy physically. I am short and overweight I admit. I am also "weird" to a lot of people. I am on the Autistic Spectrum and have mental health issues too.

I haven't touched a girl since I was 20 (back in June 2015). I lost my virginity then to a 16 year old girl who was supposedly a virgin too at the time. I have only had sex exactly once in my lifetime. I have never actually "made love".

It saddens me because all my life I always wanted to have a girlfriend, wife, and kids of my own.

Really, I am seeking a decently attractive woman without a romantic past, but my days are numbered finding that I feel. That is a deal breaker to me. I feel I would be lucky to even find a good woman who has never been married at this point

How many people are there out there like me?
I am 27, turning 28 this year, and I have never been in a real relationship before. The closest I have had is a 5 month online relationship where she rejected me upon meeting the first time in person.

Anyways, the girl I had an online relationship with not long ago is getting married to someone else today. I have been extremely depressed over it for a long time. I have cried so much this past week, I can hardly cry anymore. This guy gets to be her first everything.

I noticed that I don't know anyone personally that is in my shoes. I don't know anyone who has made it to my age without having a serious, long term relationship. In fact, most of my peers I have known growing up are married, have kids, or both.