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My ex boyfriend was a liar I found out he lied about his age. I told him how I’m not fine with him following Instagram models wearing skimpy clothing, he didn’t understand how I felt then I told him. ‘So I assume you will be fine if I follow hot guys too’ He told me I couldn’t do that, I told him he better unfollow those women or I will end the relationship. I asked him for his Instagram account he said he’s going to delete Instagram. One week later, I found out he still didn’t delete his Instagram and the people he followed were mostly Instagram models. What a liar. I told my cousin what actually happened with tears in my eyes, she told me most men my age are selfish when it comes to lust. Next time if I want to get another partner I will tell him how him following Instagram models hurts my feelings if he still didn’t care I will say I will be following hot guys if that’s ok with you. He will definitely be insecure af. If he wants to follow Instagram models but is against me following hotter guys than him then he’s selfish just like my ex.

I've been having a crush on my online friend for 2 months and I hate the feeling of it. It has made me insecure, unsettled and has occupied a lot of my time. I don't think he likes me back although he compliments me a lot. I want to confess my feelings to end this crush. But here are 3 things I am worrying about:
1. What if there's a chance that he will grow to like me if I keep talking to him, but I might ruin the chance by confessing too early.
2. What if he think I am weird to have a crush on him, because having a crush on someone online is stupid. I want to look cool and remain a good impression for him.
3. What if he starts to avoid me.

And I really want to know, if there's a chance that he may grow to like me as long as I keep talking to him, or if he doesn't like me back now, he never will?