I just wanted to come on here to vent and cry I mean since that’s what I been doing all day anyways. I really liked this guy from work and I assumed he was giving me signs of interest back like his mate (who has a girlfriend) would ask me about my relationship and I am sure he’d ask me for him.
Then his other mates that he knows would also ask me things like to meet him out of work and would assure me he’s a nice guy they have also asked me if I still like him. Then there’s been times where he’s been really into my conversations when no one else seemed remotely interested.
Our banters and the fact that he would come and ask me if I needed any help. Things have changed when a girl “mate” of mine had messaged him etc telling him I had a crush on him.
since then he then got really laid off me like everything just stopped. Point is how can he act or give me signs of interest if they weren’t any feeling there how can he hurt me like that.
I thought me working there was stopping him from trying to get me so that’s why I left my job. I just don’t understand how being a lad you can feel soo awesome about hurting or breaking someone heart.
I am already insecure about myself as it is because in my past relationship my ex cheated on me for 5 other girls and I was a side piece to him so I always hate myself and feel insecure when another girls is involved.
I lost interest in other guys because he’s all I ever wanted. Hence my thought that this lad has done something to me that makes me not interested in anyone else… but now I feel broken and shattered really feel like this was all just a vile and cruel joke being played…. ❤️🩹😞😭
I am over this all and hurt can someone explain what happened was it my fault, was it hers or did he just not react right to the situation….
Then his other mates that he knows would also ask me things like to meet him out of work and would assure me he’s a nice guy they have also asked me if I still like him. Then there’s been times where he’s been really into my conversations when no one else seemed remotely interested.
Our banters and the fact that he would come and ask me if I needed any help. Things have changed when a girl “mate” of mine had messaged him etc telling him I had a crush on him.
since then he then got really laid off me like everything just stopped. Point is how can he act or give me signs of interest if they weren’t any feeling there how can he hurt me like that.
I thought me working there was stopping him from trying to get me so that’s why I left my job. I just don’t understand how being a lad you can feel soo awesome about hurting or breaking someone heart.
I am already insecure about myself as it is because in my past relationship my ex cheated on me for 5 other girls and I was a side piece to him so I always hate myself and feel insecure when another girls is involved.
I lost interest in other guys because he’s all I ever wanted. Hence my thought that this lad has done something to me that makes me not interested in anyone else… but now I feel broken and shattered really feel like this was all just a vile and cruel joke being played…. ❤️🩹😞😭
I am over this all and hurt can someone explain what happened was it my fault, was it hers or did he just not react right to the situation….
