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My crush made a romantic playlist for me (he named it after me and was trying to get my attention at the time) a year ago but never shared it with me. He soon made the playlist private and now one year later he just deleted it. I still see him weekly in a lecture and he does glance at me at the beginning of the lecture when he thinks I don’t notice. Why did he make an effort to delete it? He rarely deletes any of his playlists. And yeah I know it’s kind of creepy that I monitor his Spotify activities but I’ve never been so drawn to anyone like to him.

I finished senior year last year and I can’t seem to forget about this guy that was in my class. I had a huge crush on him but he was obnoxious and had a girlfriend so I made it my mission to stay away from him. Nonetheless he would act weird around me from asking and always initiating sexual conversations with me, to laughing at everything I would say (when I wasn’t even trying to be funny), to disrupting the class by trying to steal my phone, to exposing my crush I had on his friend (it was a lowkey cover up) , to him making out with his girlfriend intentionally in front of me, to him randomly sprinting in class and jumping over my chair also on this one costume day at school pushed to take pictures with me and wrapped his arm around my neck and lastly when I confronted him if he had a crush on me , he hysterically and loudly laughed in my face. He had a girlfriend all this time by the way. He would do anything to get my attention , I would curse him out for his disrespectful behavior and also ignore him a lot but that didn’t work , obviously.

I just can’t stop thinking about all the dumb stuff he did , I want clarity.

I have been working at my current company for almost 2 and a half years now. I've recently developed a crush on a colleague, but we've always had a flirty relationship. However, due to our situations, it would be almost impossible to have a relationship together. He's always been lovely to me and the flirting included things like him doing silly things to get my attention, staring at me, prolonged/strong eye contact, going out of his way to help me, seeming jealous about other men, organising the gifts/cards for my 30th birthday etc etc. I've always felt fairly confident that he felt the same way.

HOWEVER, a few weekends ago, we met up on a night out. I had too much to drink and I ended up telling him that I really liked him as more than a friend. I asked him if he liked me back, to which he said "you're a lovely person". I kept asking him, being persistent with it - he kept repeating “you’re a lovely person” and I eventually said "just answer the question", to which he replied "yes, I do but we can't be together etc". I think we had a few quick kisses on the lips, not a proper kiss, but a peck.

The day after, I apologised to him for potentially putting him in an awkward position, to which he said "don't worry about it".

The next week at work, he apparently wasn't aware of what happened. I told him that I had kissed him and he looked shocked, saying "that's not ideal, I wouldn't have kissed you properly". For the rest of the week, he barely spoke to me and was hot and cold in his behaviour towards me.

He has gotten better but he doesn't flirt with me like he used to before all this happened. He has shown being jealous because he overheard me saying I was going on a date. I saw him look in my direction and when I told him to have a nice weekend, he abruptly said “bye”

Was there any truth in him telling me that he likes me? Does he still like me? If so, why is he being weird?