Search Results: missed my chance at love

Rayne

Female, 120lbs, Asian

Class: 2

Abilities

Shadow Merge, Teleportation, and ability to squeeze in tight spaces. She also has some ESP when it comes to sensing evil beings and one other ability which should remain secret for now. She also moves twice peak human speed when in shadows even when not teleporting. Rayne has no secret identity, because she is so confident in her abilities.

Malia Hano (Neutron Girl)

Female: 120lbs, Caucasian Half-Angel

Class: 2

Abilities

Love magic, telepathy, flight, super strength, speed, and durability. Holy lights, and holy Sword. Ability to absorb Neutron radiation, becoming even more powerful.

Kristen Lentz (Winter)

Female: 135lbs, brunette

Class: 2

Abilities:

Complete control over all phases of water at the molecular level. She is also able to shapeshift into any form of water and can use "Death Magic", ripping the water molecules out of the body of an enemy if absolutely forced to do so. She can fly at tornado speeds.

Miracle

Female: 115lbs, Auburn hair

Class: 2

Abilities:

She can fly and has super-regeneration and the ability to heal others. She also has the ability to summon any life form to fight for her.

Chance Travis

Male: 175lbs, brown hair

Class: 2

Abilities:

He twists luck in his own favor instinctively. He normally fights with a pair of identical.45 pistols and wears a bullet-proof vest. Luck may be twisted so heavily that enemy weapons misfire, while his own shots hardly ever miss.

Jonathan Tanner (Chrononaut)

Male: 185lbs, blonde

Class: 2

Abilities

Teleport back in time 5 seconds once every 6 seconds of ordinary time. Also the ability to detect even microscopic perturbations in the Earth's gravitational field, such as detecting an invisible person in the same room as himself. He fights with temporal phase blades which freeze the opponent in time when they are struck.

Madeline Tanner (Gamma Girl)

Female: Age, 6

Class: 2

Abilities:

Open dimensional portals and see the future.

I am 29 and never had a real girlfriend. I have wanted a girlfriend so badly ever since I was a child, but I have never been able to achieve that. I haven't even kissed a girl in over 8 years now.

I just cannot give my heart to a woman who has loved another guy before me, especially from her youth. It doesn't feel fair to give my heart fully for the first time to a woman who has given hers to someone before me, especially from her youth and especially to multiple guys. Me and a woman can no longer say we knew each other during our youth. That is missed time we can never get back.

I have a feeling I am going to live agonizing loneliness the rest of my life. That may be my burden I have to bear. But my question is, will my rewards be in the afterlife and will I have my chance for love then?