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For me, I wanted kids so bad especially last year, but now I'm just like if it happens it happens, but if it doesn't it doesn't.

I'm 33, if I do meet the right guy this year, it will take about a year or 2 before we even think about marriage and kids and by then I would be 34-35. It would be extremely risky. Not that I don't want to have kids anymore but that it seems to be becoming more highly unlikely that I do unless the guy I'm with really wants kids with me despite my age and risk factor.

I honestly feel like I’ve accomplished nothing. I feel like with high school with getting test and stuff, I had things I could look forward to but now being an adult. The pressure is on to make my life what I want and you have to go against people who are like 50/70 and it’s a rat race.

Then you have to think about a family. Then having your own home. It’s just very stressful. Who would’ve thought having more options would be a bad thing but to me, it seems like it is. I just wish I could feel accomplished and in love and financially set but the way everything is, the bar is raised every day and omg, trying to make friends when you’re not in a controlled environment is next to impossible. I can rant forever and ever