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We are dating 3 months, we agreed to exclusively date 1 month into seeing each other.
Around 2 months we became sexual. He's very affectionate in private. He's shy and doesn't do PDA much, but will kiss/hug/hold hands during outdoor walks/hikes.

Before the first date we both said what we want and they align pretty well: marriage, kids and committed long term. This has not changed for either.

We go on dates: morning hikes, drinks at bar, afternoon dog walks etc.
He has no family so I have not met anyone, mine is very traditional (so I can't tell them about him yet), he has casually met some of my friends. He usually comes to me and we are both on tight schedules so honestly haven't felt like sharing him with other people- so we haven't really had a double dates or hanging out with friends.

I've been to his place, mostly he comes to me, picks me up and drives me to date locations, he is good at planning thoughtful dates. He pays for all the dates, and he's a little traditional.

When I brought up "where are we going?" he said he enjoys his time with me and wants to continue seeing me, and get to know me, but didn't want labels yet, I am falling for him and was a bit hurt but given we are still relatively new it seemed fair.

To me everything we do feels like a "relationship" but we are just "exclusively dating".
What are we?

I’ve never been attracted to someone like my ex. By this i mean inside and out! I miss making out with my white ex 😔. I miss his smell. I miss it when he carry me. I miss looking into his blue eyes 💔. I miss our conversations. I miss feeling peaceful and safe on his lap. I miss everything about him. I wish if i could take him back one day! i now only want a white man like my ex so I could forget about him. I think if i was so attracted to him then i will be also attracted to my future white boyfriend like him and then forget easily about him. Because i think the worst thing is if i marry a brown guy and then I remember my white ex, nothing i could change then 😥. Should i be picky and just date anotger white man? Or am i stupid to think in this way?