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I am in my mid twenties and never been in a real relationship. The one guy I did date, I felt like I had to settle because no one better came around. He was a decent person but I wasn’t physically attracted to him. I was always under the impression that my lack of attraction from guys was because of my weight.

A few years later, I’m still thick but definitely smaller than what I was before. I don’t have friends so I have to use the apps to meet people and as you’d assume it’s a disaster. I mean I’m told I’m cute, some say pretty etc but I just can’t find a man. The ones I was physically attracted to only want sex and the ones that pursue me have decent personalities but they’re too short for my preference or just not attractive to me.

I see women often that are average or maybe heavier than me, with guys I find good looking, and really wonder how they were able to find them. I feel if I settled with any of the guys I mentioned I attract, I will always feel bothered at the fact that I can’t get the kind of man I really want. So that’s why I stay single, it seems permanent considering I’m only getting older and told myself this would improve as the years go by.

I've been talking to this guy for a week. In the beginning he was really pushy to meet because he was excited to meet me and is the type to meet someone right away. He sent me his address. I went closer to him to meet up since he doesn't drive yet. The day we meet up i pull into the place but someone was about to close it up so i drove off out of panic and didn't end up meeting him. (He was there already) he called me a couple times and didn't pick up (I don't know why i didn't) then later threw it back at my face "well i called you 2 times and didn't pick up" he would say things like that that bugged me. (We talked about it and its all good). he's a very sexual guy, we sexted and other things over the phone.

He would say a couple times that he was surprised that he finds me this attractive. I knew what he meant but kind of took it the wrong way. I talked to him about some things and he got his back up/felt like i was judging him. He apologized for what he said and he told me he genuinely likes me and wants to date me. He repeated it over and over that he liked me and complimented me a lot even before this.

He was annoyed beforee that i was judging him without fully knowing him. We video called for 2.5 hours. He seems like he puts up this wall and doesn't like when people think badly about him. During our call in the beginning he was getting emotional over a family member then he was fine. He says he's an emotional person as well. Near the end i could tell he was getting in the mood. He calls me baby too and compliments me a lot and asks me questions about myself.