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I am scared I am going to become that lonely, bitter old man without children or a wife. I am especially fearful of the day my parents are no longer here, and I will not have a shoulder to cry on.

I am 29 and never had a real girlfriend. I, thank God, managed to find a small Bible group with single friends. Of course, things can change as time progresses, and they may eventually end up married too.

I only want a woman without a romantic past where we can be each other's first real relationship. Seeing that I may not ever find that, I risk being alone for life.

I am all alone and have always been single. Lately I have been feeling really sand and lonely as if I am missing something...

And there seems to be an opportunity to be in relationship with a dark woman. She is showing some signs and hints of wanting to talk to me more and possibly take things further.

But the thing is she's too dark. She would be my first ever girlfriend. Wouldn't it make me embarrassed in society especially in my friend circle to show her? What if we marry and reproduce dark children?

So we're both 17, very close friend, she is very shy, we go home together almost every day, now she wants me come with her in the mornings too cuz we get in the same bus.

So, when we first met 3 years ago, she used to touch my shoulder every time she told me something, pulled my backpack to let me know she was there. She also fell on me by accident quite a lot. We were awkward at that stage and she once talked about exs to let me know she never dated, then asked if sb in my old class was my girlfriend (she wasn't). She also tried taking a selfie of us just as she said she doesn't have enough storage and hugged me when I was down. She also threw a surprise party on my bday.

One year passed. We could now talk about anything. This time, she was more confident and also shared more info about herself. She stopped bumping into me, pulling my backpack. Now, she was twirling her hair or playing with her straps when she saw me. She also pretended not to see me when walking close to me but slowed down a lot until I reached her to go: "Oh, hi!". She got me an eclair for my bday.

Yet another year went by. She is always very interested in my well being, always over-apologizing. She once did something bad after I helped her and went 2 hours over her bedtime texting to make sure everything was ok. After I said that I was happy to have spent the day with her and that life is about choosing what makes you happy, she texted "If life is about choices", "You chose well 🙃".

She is curious about my past. When she sits next to me, her legs are crossed, one of them towards me, wiggling it. Her head on her arm resting on that leg. When we're together, we're close enough for our hands to touch and she always compliments me saying "You're very smart" or "You're really mature compared to me". Recently, she got all hyped up (blushing, asking if she can tell her family, smiling a lot) when I told her about sb in love thinking it was me to then go nothing u can do when I told her it's a friend.