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I'm a 23F, about to be 24, still in college. Though I've been asked out before, not by the right guys, I'd never had a first date. I never had a boyfriend. I have a specific type/look in men that I'm attracted to. But the guys I would seem interested in are either not interested in me or they are not aware of my interest in them. I'm quite quirky in appearance, personality. But I'm very smart, curious, open minded and observant (If you're curious as to why I look like, you can go to this link If I'm pretty like people tell me, how come guys don't ask me out?

I'm also usually forward when speaking with others. After a guy who I fell for didn't return his feelings, I shut out and stopped approaching guys and showing interest, in fear of rejection and just encountering the obvious. It took me months to get over him.

A lot of people in my age bracket are already in relationships, engaged or married. And it seems like they're all pretty much the same in personality, style, common interests and friends. I feel like the odd one out without any experience or proposals. I was raised in the Midwest, but I currently live in the deep south. So that might explain a lot. This not only feels odd to me, but like it's too soon for everyone to be married this young. I want to be in a relationship, but I feel like I'm too weird or quirky for men to handle or to be attracted to. Like I just turn them off right from the start of the conversation or minutes into. So I just keep quiet and too myself, unless someone interesting enough catches my eye. I don't like to waste my time with people who aren't gonna make time for me, benefit me or who I see as fake and toxic. Pretty valid, is it not? I know what I want and what I'm looking for, but I'm open for something different to me.

Could anyone give me any ideas as to why? And if you are or have been through what I'm going through, please give your story. Thank you!

When I was 13 I began get crush on my best friend and when he found out he stopped being my friend and acted like I didn’t exist.

when I was in highscool age 17 I had another crush and I talked to him few times but he didn’t like me back so I never had romantic prom dream come true.

Age 18 - I did meet one guy that liked me back at job but he was never a true boyfriend, that met family , took pics with me, holidays with me, nothing , we began date 2x a month age 23-25 and broke up. So I don't know if he counts as a boyfriend. Only til I was 25 the dates were weekly on our day off.

however from age 18-21 men never showed interest in me never.
I did get married at that time but it was a nonexistent relationship and he use me for papers only.

age 22 - I was sick 72 lbs. I couldn’t eat as I chocked on all food I tried to swallow& had severe anxiety. My life that time was be in bed all day sick with no cure.

now I’m 26 in 2 wks- no boyfriend

since June age 25 - I began trying to talk to my crush at job but it was hard as he worked far and quit. So we never met. Then since septmeber daily men show interest in me but no one talks to me or gets to know me or gives me ride home from job to bond nothing.
also septmeber a new crush showed up that looks like old crush his twin and he likes me so I began like him back.
but it’s end October and we still haven’t talked to each other yet. Last week e just stared at each other & both shy.

he works far like old crush did but he comes to look for me during breaks. I hope this wk we finally talk.