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Am I going crazy? My girlfriend's behavior changed significantly in the last month. We are 120km apart from each other so we only meet during the weekends. During the last weeks she started going to sleep at weird times and she is 20. If she has to get up for uni at 6a. m. she goes to sleep at 8p. m. which is 10 hours of sleep and if she has to wake up later she goes to sleep at 10p. m. and wakes up every morning at 8a. m. I would understand if it was only on uni days but she goes to sleep at 8 or 10p. m. on weekends too! And everyday she takes a 2 hour nap which totals to 12 hours of sleep everyday. The thing is that when she says "she is going to sleep" she still active on Messenger for several hours. I asked her about it and she said that she isn't texting anyone because she is sleeping and that Messenger's activity status is bugged. I researched online and that is true that on some phones it is bugged so I believed her. Until she started working. Two days ago she started work at 8p. m. (the usual hour she goes to sleep) and Messeger said she was offline from until she started working to until she finished her job. She can't use her phone on the job. The situation was exactly the same yesterday. So it seems that her activity status is working pretty well. As I said this situation didn't happen before, we would text and sext late into the night even if she had to wake up for uni at 6a. m. the next day. Now the last time we did sexting was z few weeks ago and she used to love it. I understand that sometimes someone needs just a bit of space and I'm not against it but not everyday for a month. She also started ignoring me sometimes, it takes her a few minutes to respond when she is online. When we talk it seems like she is bored etc. Am I going crazy or is she cheating on me?

For context I am 22 and recently graduated college.

During my senior year of highschool there was a girl who was two years younger than me. Its a long story and hard to explain but essentially we both had a crush on each other for like 2 years at this point but had never dated. At this point, knowing I was about to graduate, I was scared of dating her. At the same time, I was a little sad that I wasted the last couple years and never dated her while I could.

there's more to the story but I'll keep it brief: we were really, really into eachother (based on my own experience and what her friends have told me) but we never dated, and when we tried in the summer before I went to college we got into an emotion-fuled fight and really hurt eachother. I think we both just knew that with me in college and her still in highschool it was not going to work. And being young and dumb we said stupid things to each other.

During my freshman year I asked one of her friends if she was still mad at me and she said no, in fact, she wanted me to text her. We apologized to each other and I told her I wanted to at least be friends and she said she felt the same. But we drifted apart and I haven't really spoken to her since then.

I am probably overthinking this but I wonder if she's still into me. She is the most attractive girl I've ever met even after all this time. She always views my stories on instagram and snap, but we never talk. We both dated a few people over the years but nothing has lasted.

Do you think there's a chance she still might me interested in me? Or am I crazy and wishfulling thinking. I just hate that we never really had a chance to actually try at dating.

I want to know if I need to finally let go and move on if there could be a chance for us.