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So when I was in 6th grade, a girl I had a crush on gave me a note in the hallway and quickly walked away. It was the classic "do you like me?" note with boxes to check for yes and no. I checked yes, and gave it back to her. From then until the end of middle school, we were together. We'd sit next to each other in class, hold hands at lunch, and hug before we left school every day.

Problem was, as much as I liked her, I was terrified of girls at the same time. Every time she told me she wanted to kiss or to go out on a real date, I would clam up and not be able to answer or look her in the eye. From an outside perspective I'm sure that sounds adorable, but in hindsight I can only think "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" Throughout middle school, I started feeling more and more guilty for not being able to give her what she wanted, even though she was very patient and understanding with me. Honestly, that probably just made me feel even more guilty.

When it came time for the end of middle school we ended up being assigned to different high schools, and at a low point, I decided that was when I would break up with her, thinking she'd be happier with someone who actually had the guts to kiss her. My dumb 11 year old ass told her it was because we were going to different schools, thinking for some reason that it would spare her feelings. I immediately regretted it and have ever since, but I stuck with my decision and avoided her and any eye contact with her for the last few days of the school year, and ignored her when she wanted to talk to me. I never saw her again after that.

Fast forward 14 years, and I'm still not over what I did to her, even though it was just some silly middle school breakup. I almost never remember my dreams, but among the ones I do remember about half of them are about me meeting her by chance and apologizing to her.

I'm running out of space here, I'll continue in the opinion section. Sorry about the wall of text.

If women will always cheat physically or emotionally when she finds her man is boring or going through bad phase or finds much another interesting man.

Then why do men keep trying to impress or date or marry women , whereas he has options to hire some girl for good time?

I'm saying this because the bloody truth is the women whom a man loves genuinely will cheat physically or emotionally sooner or later with other men and women is bad in nature and can never truly love a man unless he's rich , wealthy , lots of connections and handsome.

Not all man can't have it all. Not all man is created handsome by god , rich because of external circumstances

Besides man always love his chosen women with the core of the heart without having backup partner in mind , but women always does have backup partner even that women loves his man. So what kind of relationship is this?

Hypergamy, women always marry men who's upper than her (eg better connection, high status, education,) . But why men can't marry the woman he loves if the woman is rich.

Why women doesn't feel guilty when cheat physically or emotionally with other men, when on the other side his man is trying to create a world for her or loves her.

Finally let me tell something, if a man cheats he will do it only for physical needs , but when a woman cheats she does these things to satisfy other men who will just make her his whore , when she cheats she involves or create emotional bonding with her new lover. So that's why no man forgives that woman even if she was a heart for that man.

Dear women , as a man let me tell you there are still many good guys are available , please try to understand their heart.

If these cheating continues, no women will find husband material guy again for upcoming generation. Please do comment your thoughts, I think I'm right.