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My girlfriend Amber doesn’t let me see her naked anymore, but let’s everyone else see her naked. For example, she walks around naked at night in her living with lights on. Not caring that people outside can see her. The moment I come upstairs she rushes to put on a towel so I don’t see her naked. When she goes swimming with her friend Sadie she changes at Sadie’s house with the door open….. letting everyone see her fully nude. Sadie’s husband and son make jokes about it when when they’re get drunk.

My and Amber have been together for 2 years. We’ve struggled with our sexuality for most of the time. I’ve been on this site before discussing our issues. She never wants sex and dick teases me to only give it up once a month. She always flashes her breasts at me and says “I’m the hottest woman you’ll ever see, and you’re getting none”. I tried to sit down and talk to her about our sex life and how I don’t like how she’s dick teasing me. She got so angry that she broke up with me.

We got back together soon after. When we got back together she said “if you think I’m dick teasing then you won’t see me naked ever”.

So now I’m in a sexless relationship and I never see her naked. I’m emotionally attached to Amber and I’m really attracted to her. It’s hard to leave her. I feel like she’s the best I’ll ever get. It’s gonna near impossible for me to find a new girlfriend at this point. I live with my parents at nearly 35, I only make $24/hour, I’m 5k in debt, and I don’t have any intelligence.

Amber really wants to get married. She told me if I don’t purpose to her by fall she’s going leave me for good. I know I can’t marry Amber but I’m terrified of loosing her. I don’t want anyone else but her. I tried dating other women due our break up and I was still thinking about Amber. These women weren’t really into me. They just liked me for my dick size.

I am 28, and I missed out on a lot of social-developmental milestones during my youth that I feel haunts me till this day.

I just awoke a few minutes ago from a dream where I was in my old middle school and I was all grown up. Everything had changed, like my old band director was gone and her classroom was abandoned. I woke up feeling very sad. It was a dream about growing up and everything changing over time.

All my former friends today are married with kids. I am the last one to be unmarried and childless. Even worse, I still never had a real girlfriend.

My biggest regret in life is not experiencing love and romantic acceptance/validation from the opposite sex in my youth. I missed out on young romance for the most part. During high school, I hardly had any friends. The ones I did have I didn't hang out too much outside school. It was a shock the one time I went out with my friend's group of friends, because I never had an actual group of friends I hung out with until that one time.