I’ll be 26 this year I never had a relationship with a guy. Since I was 13 all guys I liked rejected me. Men are never drooling attracted to me. I would pursue men and be rejected. I wait & my whole life only one guy pursues me. Ik hun many years he’s my best friend & I fell in love with him but he does thing extremely slow like a snail & not clingy. He lives with his mom, wants live with her forever , we meet weekly but often have gaps where we don’t meet, sometimes we’ll meet 2-3x a wk but rarely. He works all day full time. When he gets off of work I begin work. I should be living with a guy already or apartment hunting and have baby but instead I’m alone empty in life. I never meet his friends or family. I have no couple pics. I never have attended a family party, barbecue with a boyfriend. I can’t visit my parents for a restraunt dinner with a boyfriend sitting next to me proud. I go out to the stores & im only girl alone while all women are with guy and baby. I’m settled down in life & depresed to point I’m staring at celing all day. All my family are older and married having perfect life. On dating apps all men want sex only even older guys. I’m not attracted to anyone & all men block me fast on the app don’t understand I’m at work all afternoon all night all morning. I just daydream in my head about meeting parents , having baby & apart of a bfs family, shopping together at the stores. I feel like a loser worthless. I’m alone at the market & no guy cares about me they are all happy with their women and baby. They are worthy and I’m not im trash. Loser shopping alone independent lonely. I don’t want be independent I want a partner next 2 me planning life together daily.
Why guys don’t want a girlfriend and don’t want to meet family?
