So with just a little over 2 weeks left in this year I figured this would as good a time as any to reflect on this past year.
I went into this year with positive thoughts and feeling confident that it would be an amazing year. I had many goals set and was ready to make sure that I achieved every one of them. I was ready. Then life as I knew it took a major turn and my goals and plans got squashed in the process. One bad thing after the next happened. I lost one of my sisters in February. My finances took a nosedive in April and just kept getting worse each month. I lost motivation with my weight loss journey. I developed one of the worst cases of writers block I've ever had. And I also fell hard for someone that didn't share the same feelings. I spent most of my days this year in tears, feeling low and depressed. I put on a good front but behind closed doors I was a mess. I wanted to give up daily. But I didn't.
Despite all of the bad things that were going on, I continued to pray. I prayed more than I ever have this year. If I take nothing away from this year, I'm taking a stronger faith and relationship with God. I couldn't and wouldn't have survived these tough times without God. Some people don't believe, but that's ok. I do. If anything, I believe more now. And yes, there were some bright spots during this stormy year. I was a maid of honor in my sisters wedding. I was happy to be able to be a part of such a beautiful experience. I've also gained a few new friends this year that I'm so thankful for. I went to my 10yr high school reunion. Most importantly, I realized just how strong I am. So as this year comes to an end and I prepare for the new one, I've decided not to focus on the negatives anymore. I'm leaving that all behind. I'm carrying my strength with me into this new year. I plan on making 2016 the beginning of the best years of my life and I hope that you all do the same!
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