I feel as though I’ve just lost all hope.
My own sister isn’t even the same person anymore and it seems as though everyone around me in my personal life is abandoning tradition and I’m the only one still refusing to give it up.
I feel like I am part of a dying breed of American society. I’ve essentially become a cultural outsider.
But I refuse to surrender my values and give up because in the end my primary loyalty is still towards God.
Because no matter how difficult, even if the whole world crumbles all around me I will do everything I can to earn God’s favor just as Noah did.
I want my legacy on Earth to be that I died a righteous man.
But unfortunately what I mention doesn’t seem to be a particular aim that most people have in American society.
Far too often people are focused on their own self-gratification and aren’t willing to make any sacrifices for other people.
And so as a result Birth rates are falling all across the world. Divorce rates are rising. People are less happy than they used to be. More children are finding themselves without both parents.
Its as if the good women still left are just becoming harder to find.
And that’s primarily in part because the minority of people that still have things in common don’t often end up finding each other.
Anyways I just feel as though I’m more appreciated by women in other countries than in my own.
But naturally moving to another country just isn’t a realistic option for me in the near future, and I might not even get the opportunity to later.
So of course I’m just trying to make do with the options that I have in the moment, but there don’t seem to be any.
One thing’s for sure though, I’ve met plenty of women from other countries who professed long term goals of marriage and children, but I just don’t seem to ever hear those same desires from women in my own country.
My own sister isn’t even the same person anymore and it seems as though everyone around me in my personal life is abandoning tradition and I’m the only one still refusing to give it up.
I feel like I am part of a dying breed of American society. I’ve essentially become a cultural outsider.
But I refuse to surrender my values and give up because in the end my primary loyalty is still towards God.
Because no matter how difficult, even if the whole world crumbles all around me I will do everything I can to earn God’s favor just as Noah did.
I want my legacy on Earth to be that I died a righteous man.
But unfortunately what I mention doesn’t seem to be a particular aim that most people have in American society.
Far too often people are focused on their own self-gratification and aren’t willing to make any sacrifices for other people.
And so as a result Birth rates are falling all across the world. Divorce rates are rising. People are less happy than they used to be. More children are finding themselves without both parents.
Its as if the good women still left are just becoming harder to find.
And that’s primarily in part because the minority of people that still have things in common don’t often end up finding each other.
Anyways I just feel as though I’m more appreciated by women in other countries than in my own.
But naturally moving to another country just isn’t a realistic option for me in the near future, and I might not even get the opportunity to later.
So of course I’m just trying to make do with the options that I have in the moment, but there don’t seem to be any.
One thing’s for sure though, I’ve met plenty of women from other countries who professed long term goals of marriage and children, but I just don’t seem to ever hear those same desires from women in my own country.
