I can't stand living here in California -- it is a state full of mean people, narcissists, and bullies. I've been going to the gym for several months, gained back ALL my weight from overeating (this year is literally my heaviest year), finally cut back on the sugary stuff and high-carb crap, my weight generally went up-and-down, now still, there is hardly any girl that's into me.. HARDLY. And even then they'll still look away and ignore me after the first impression, ESPECIALLY at the gym. I'm not the ugliest dude, but I still have a LOT of ugly traits that turn women off. No it's not that I'm fat (though I am fat, and some girls do like fat guys), but the reality is that girls in California (especially LA County) tend to be racist against Armenian and Middle Eastern dudes like me (I'm mixed); this is especially the case when the girls are Hispanic (that type of women treat me the literal worst, and especially if they put on a lot of makeup or surgery to make themselves "look" hotter).
Today this $1-ride transit service I JUST uninstalled from my iPhone literally delayed the "arrival time" (5:40-5:50pm) ON PURPOSE for me to be dropped off at the gym; the bus driver NEVER picked me up even though it was close to dropoff time (6:09); I canceled the ride at 6:04. I am constantly being RACIALLY PROFILED because of my last name (which I won't give out due to privacy reasons). Even tonight when I was going to take the big public Metro bus back home as I was standing in front of the sleeping homeless man at almost 9pm but instead that very same bus (#187) that was SUPPOSED to take me home literally SKIPPED me over; I was the only person standing on that route.
LA doesn't consider Armenians and Arabs human; we are almost being treated today like how African-Americans were treated before 1954. I feel much more welcomed in Nevada or literally any part of the South, ESPECIALLY FLORIDA.
