M28 am I a future serial killer?

[Anonymous]

I hate people and people hate me. I often think about hurting others as a way of standing up for myself and finally getting the upper hand to their treatment of me.

[lightbulb27]

You are crying out for help, it's not who you are.

Anyone can fall into negative emotional patterns and feel these things when they have been hurt. Your job as a human being, is to see this is going in the wrong direction, and make the changes, to get you to be your best self.

"Hell" is deep and wide and endless. Don't go there in the first place, don't stay there, even when it seems like it feels right... it's not good... it's not whom you were made to be... it's what the world oppressed upon you.

The way out is to heal your heart, your mind, and you'll see a new person... that you will at least like, and have hope.

[inhua]

no you should stand up for yourself. people who shame you for standing up for yourself are scumbags

too many people think they should get away with mistreating those with supposed lower value than themselves because society believes those with no value deserve mistreatment

society sure loves to virtue signal about their hatred for bullies but will perfectly enable them when it suits them

[Anonymous]

before you hurt yourself and others, i'd suggest talking to a therapist if you have these thoughts. it's not worth it, dude... get some help. i mean this from a very caring point of view.

[Asker]

I’m not suicidal despite being told multiple times by people at various jobs that I should just kill myself already. Surprisingly I’m still here anyone living my life probably would have killed themselves as it is uneventful lonely and full of hatred

[Opinion Owner]

i understand. well you'll be okay.

[annabananna]

Go see a therapist and they can help you learn healthy ways to cope as well as healthy ways to assert yourself when needed.

[Asker]

I’m a submissive guy I don’t like to be assertive

[annabananna]

You can still learn how to communicate your thoughts and needs. You don’t want to end up so frustrated that your needs aren’t being met that you end up hurting someone

[Asker]

Hey I’m only full of resentment and anger when I think on my past and the things people said to me. I’m a doormat for most so I’m used to insults and I expect to receive them. No point in standing up for myself because that only brings further bullying and conflict

[annabananna]

I really think a good therapist can help.

[Asker]

I personally disagree therapist can only make suggestions I would have to then implement to make changes

[annabananna]

I agree that you would have to implement. I had a therapist help me implement them a few years ago when i was very depressed. You have to find the right therapist for you though.

[AngryCarl2]

You don't sound like a serial killer but you do sound angry. Try to get some anger management training. Everyone gets fucked over by other people, most of us just pull our pants up and carry on with our lives.

[Jersey2]

You are Anon but you want Public answers… yeah, okay. I’m guessing it’s not your picture either. So what do you really want from us?

[Asker]

I’m illogical clearly mentally unwell so

[Jersey2]

You should get some help then. Life in prison would seriously suck and you would be taunted daily by much bigger and aggressive bullies. These people who are bothering you aren’t worth it nor are they worth your life. People in the mid-west seem very nice and tolerant of all types of people, perhaps move there someday when you can.

[Asker]

Do I look sick and off putting

[Jersey2]

You look tired. Otherwise, no, no issue.

[LazerBean]

You tell us, Tom.

[Asker]

You’re so obsessed with me, lol

[LazerBean]

No, you're obsessed with yourself.

[Asker]

You’re in love with me, be honest it’s the first step to acceptance

[LazerBean]

Be honest? That's funny coming from you. Also you never answered my question about your mentally ill parents.

[Asker]

Actually my parents are well thanks for asking one is a Certified Nurse at Memorial and the other works down in Texas as a Wind Turbine foreman for Siemens.

Only mental illness I have is Social anxiety and Depression caused by bullying which caused sadness and self consciousness.

When do you want me to put it in your mouth? 8 in for you to shut your mouth with

[LazerBean]

Wow you don't even know what the question was.

[LazerBean]

The lack of intelligence is probably also a huge factor in what make people repulsed by you.

[Asker]

My IQ is 145 good try again, do better

[Asker]

You’re a rude disrespectful bitch who deserves to get knocked the fuck out. And I pray that you get what’s coming.

[LazerBean]

Keep crying, little man. Both of us have been getting exaywhat we deserve.

[Asker]

Blow me

[LazerBean]

You wish, baby man.

[Asker]

You’d love it baby girl

[Asker]

And I would love to look in your eyes as you do too 😊

[LazerBean]

Keep dreaming, this is close as a little girl like you will ever get.

[Asker]

Yeah yeah I’d probably stick it in your ass to punish you

[LazerBean]

I guess the other girls are right and you really are a closeted faggot.

[Asker]

Quite possibly

[LazerBean]

Facts

[Asker]

See it wasn’t that hard for you, you just needed to dislike me insult me enough to come to such conclusion

[Asker]

Your husband looks like a weak nerdy bitch

[LazerBean]

I've been insulting you every time we talk, I just don't think you are intelligent enough to realize it.

[LazerBean]

And he's got more respect from our community than you'll get in your entire lifetime.

[Asker]

No I understand quite well that you’re a disrespectful cunt but that’s just who you are as a person a ugly bitch

[Asker]

He has none don’t lie to kick it

[LazerBean]

I'm not going to argue with you anymore on this thread because both of us know you're just projecting like the weakling you are 😉

[Asker]

That’s you nobody else. Just as your question asking how to deal with a toxic individual.

[Anonymous]

Im so tired to see your face everyday

[Asker]

Tired of hearing your negative attitude towards me daily

[SmokinAces2000]

Seek help

[Asker]

Me? Help? Weird I’d do that.