Is it possible to support BLM and use the N-word as a white person?

[InsecureLivesMatter]

I got super f*ckin upset at my mother and stepfather after my stepfather never said good morning to me back, that my pan that I used for my Arabic eggs (he is Armenian and HATES Arabic culture) is "trash." I was cooking ejjeh.

I had yet another blowout and said "f*ck n*ggers" and "f*ck Trump supporters" under the same breath. I said "H*il Biden" and "H*il H*tler" also. My brother is almost 12 and very scared of such dangerous acts I have caused, even threatening to kill a cat.

I was excluded from ever going to today's vacation event because of my behavior, but even behaviors prior to THIS particular incident.

I yelled, but my stepdad did even more of the yelling likely at my brother. He was scared too but he didn't say not to use racist language. I'm shocked.

I told my mom that my stepdad is racist and a Nazi, she said no and that maybe "I" am the Nazi because I did that hand salute. I pointed out that he was racist for talking trash about BLM. Mom said "we don't support BLM! All lives matter!"

I said, Black lives matter doesn't mean All lives don't matter. Jeez, she takes things so literally, I said. She was like, whatever.

I swear to God my Armenian family HATES HATES HATES black people AND ESPECIALLY transgender people. Until they start supporting BLM, I won't stop using certain words.

My dad is very supportive of the black community, in most cases.

yes, supporting it doesn't exempt you

no, you're just confused

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9 mo

to summarize, my mom doesn't support BLM, but doesn't use the N word. I support it about 80% of the time, but I use the N word in my head most of the time

[Shockya69fr]

Im so tired of people worrying about white people saying nigga. What’s the problem if we don’t want white peole saying it then why put it in all most every rap song? We mo when a white person is saying nigga which is harmless , its now just friendly way and nothing meant by it in no negative why so ever. We also know a white person is being disrespectful and racist when he /she says n** these words are pronounced differently and also two different definitions. white kids now call each other nigga to me its fine don’t hurt me or bother me in any way. My answer yes

[InsecureLivesMatter]

I literally meant n*gger.

[InsecureLivesMatter]

JFC you conservatives are so illiterate you can't distinguish between when a "liberal" (by the way a former trump supporter) discusses "n*gger" and not nigga

[rigmarole]

Yep. BLM is just a Communist tool of division to make Black people look really really bad, so that eventually everyone else sees genocide of Black people as justifiable. That's what communists always do. They use groups of people to obtain power, and then they cull those groups like sick ducklings so that they can't ever challenge their power. They wouldn't have even created the group Black Lives Matter if they didn't hate all Black people and intend to kill them eventually.

[Anonymous]

I support the BLM but I only use the N-word during sex.

[Anonymous]

During sex yes.

[InsecureLivesMatter]

you're more of a Trump supporter than most Trump supporters, just under the guise of "I'm a white liberal girl, I hate trump"

[Opinion Owner]

No. I'm fully committed to black men.

[OddBeMe]

You sound confused, and maybe insane.

Firstly, Arab eggs? Are chickens different there?
Second, I never have an urge to say the n word. Thus it never slips out. If you are person that the n word slips out from, you are racist or were raised by racists who said that word a lot. Both are treatable.

[InsecureLivesMatter]

it's called ejjeh

[InsecureLivesMatter]

my parents don't use that word very often. I've heard my dad say the hard er only once in angry context, but he tells me never to say it. my mom, she used "n*ggerated" to refer to her cooking, but other than that, never. my stepdad, he still says it on occasion but denies that he says it. my stepmom, she doesn't use it. otherwise, it's mostly online trolls I see on here and on YouTube and on Quora

[OddBeMe]

Vegan Lebanese. Ok. So it’s not from an animal then?

[InsecureLivesMatter]

I WILL TELL YOU THIS, my Arab family on my dad's side does use "adeeb" or "abeeb" to refer to black people, and my Armenian stepfather said "what do you think you are, oriental Asian?" at least once to my also Armenian brother. my stepdad uses "peaceful protest" jokes too

[InsecureLivesMatter]

but when I do use the n word, my stepdad never tells me to stop saying racist things. when my brother repeats it, he just tells him to stop saying it I think, but not that it's racist. my mom thinks it is racist though

[InsecureLivesMatter]

my stepdad and my dad both say n*gga (I know, different from n*gger), and my mom says it on occasion. MY STEPMOM however does not use it

[InsecureLivesMatter]

ejjeh is an omelette, you sound ignorant of middle eastern history

[Dargil]

I don't use he word. I interchange BLACKS.

[findacure4wokeness]

The left attacks everyone, even itself

[AnusNdaPainus]

Yes but you have to be Italian

[InsecureLivesMatter]

don't Armenians count as Italian? mahdio

[AnusNdaPainus]

Let’s not muddy things up here🙄

[LiamJHayden]

Hate is hate is hate.