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As an old, single, and ugly black man in a city full of racist Spanish people, how non-existant is dating for me?

As the title says I'm an ugly black guy (yes I know I'm ugly as I have been told this multiple times by both men and women and that I look like a turtle) in a city with more than half the population being Spanish people between don't even think about it and Mejorar La Raza how non-existent is it for me to date? I don't want to hear you say they do when they don't because the ONLY time Spanish women will date a dark skin man is if she's desperate, has no options, not smart aka kinda dumb, and if she's a single mother otherwise they would stick to their own men if they're tall and lightskin white passing or they just go to white men. I understand their whole thing on dating is to better the race even if it means hiding their darkskin relatives from society to obtain whiteness but do they have to be so rude and racist towards darkskin men who aporoach them or instead they play with and manipulate his feelings into making the darkskin man think she likes him when she doesn't? If it means leaving the location I'll do that but I'd have to consider long term dating in the beginning or go on dating apps which I don't want to do because dating online is hyper looks focused but then again I'm really ugly so that further destroys my chances. At my age of 41 should I just stop altogether since I've never beein in a relationship or had a girlfriend? Or should I just cling on the last bit of non-existent delusional hope that doesn't exist?
As an old, single, and ugly black man in a city full of racist Spanish people, how non-existant is dating for me?
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