Kind answers only why do people treat me bad whenever I go?

[Anonymous]

From guys in cars calling me ugly, making fun of me, or honking their horns to grown women trying to start fights with me on the bus or provoke me to anger. This one time this woman decided to stare at me on the bus and then she started whispering to her male partner next to her. I get annoyed and started mumbling under my breath next thing I know she continues to stare and gossips then starts making gestures trying to mock me or saying I have a lot of lip. This is a LITERAL GROWN WOMAN STARTING A FIGHT WITH A 20 year old! Then another time on the bus I get on this woman also decides to talk about me and since she gets a reaction out of me and I get angry she continues to talk while her guy is staring hard at me. It's always women trying to start fights and they are usually minority like Hispanic and black. Women seem to treat me bad of all ages. If it's teenaged girls they start laughing and making fun of me or if it's an older woman then they try to provoke me to anger for no reason. Then I have to deal with Hispanic men who treat me like dirt. I don't really have any other man who treats me this bad. In fact men of other races tend to leave me alone. I seen Hispanic men either stare at me like a piece of meat to stare at me like they want to unalive me. The younger ones call me ugly or think it's funny to get my attention and then humiliate me. The older ones usually treat me like an object or a piece of meat. Generally I get treated bad almost everywhere I go and I ALWAYS SEEM TO ATTRACT ATTENTION that's Negative. I dont know if it's because I am a mixed woman of color and am very skinny. Maybe it's because I don't have friends with me and I'm always alone. Just because I live in this state for years and years almost everywhere I go people seem to recognize me and it follows after negative comments or laughing. I never did anything extremely bad to deserve this much negative attention everywhere I go

[lightbulb27]

someone whose inner is more sensitive and projecting weak, will draw out others.

Part of this is personality and part may be your prior wounding and abuse. If you were put down and hurt because you are sensitive, then that needs repaired emotionally. I lived through that.

There's no way getting around that people want to feel strong and in charge and some will do that by demonstrating how they will abuse others... weaker than them. It makes them feel good they aren't the weakest and will enjoy hurting others.

To me it indicates you may have spiritual depth and compassion which can be used for good. It's a gift in disguise. When you learn to turn these peoples evil into good and blessins, you will feel more powerful. Until then, if they see your energy go down/negative when they engage, they will feel good.

It's an energy battle. You need to bring your internal energy "up", so they don't throw you off of whom you are.

[strateguy632]

All i see is "playing the victim".

We all have difficulties in our lives. Find solutions. "Life is what you make it".

[jshm2]

Seems like your dress sense and/or downer attitude is projecting more than you think.

[jahaims]

Because you start off by saying kind answers only.