So i just started my new job Monday and we are in a training class for 7 hours. And I have to say my experience has been pretty blissfull. For some reason the other employees enjoy talking with me and I have to say it's really nice meeting new people and just connect with them easily and have cool conversations.
I've even met this beautiful girl who took my breath away; not just with her beauty, but her smarts and charm. We first talked when she randomly came to sit next to me for a few minutes (because she's usually in the front and im in the middle). As class was going on I smoothly slip her a paper with a game of tic-tac-toe drawn in the coner. She then just looks at me and after she smiles, I felt my heart melt instantly. We play a few and as we reach the end of our time together, we play one last game and I win (luckily I might add) and as I see her walk away I begin to get sad.
It was like the sun walked away and came these dark clouds. She really made me feel like there was an angel on earth. So because I have lust emotions I write her a poem and give it to her at the end of the night. It was hardest thing I've ever done. I waited till the very last minute and even then I was still scared haha. So I give it to her. Later that night I couldn't sleep at all. All I could think about was her and I wish I could tell her more about how i feel but I don't want to scare her because after all Valentine's day is coming up and if she has a bf well I don't want to cause any problems. But I feel if I try hard enough...maybe..just maybe... I could win her heart.