Im so self destructive. I self sabotage. I have pity on myself. I F myself over. It's as if I enjoy the pain. If I'm not in pain or turmoil I feel something is missing. Nothing makes me happy. I'm never just happy. I've read books and sought therapy but I can't figure this out. I always go back to it. F-ing myself over.
Is anyone else self destructive? Have pity parties all the time in their heads that they live and ruminate negatively in?
Im so self destructive. I self sabotage. I have pity on myself. I F myself over. It's as if I enjoy the pain. If I'm not in pain or turmoil I feel something is missing. Nothing makes me happy. I'm never just happy. I've read books and sought therapy but I can't figure this out. I always go back to it. F-ing myself over.
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