So it's been half a year since me and my first live broke up. I have for the most part moved on. I haven't started dating again, but it no longer effects me too much. What hurts the most though is that we broke up because she, "needed to focus on school." We were meant to get back together this summer... But instead I find out she started dating someone else a month or two after we broke up.. People keep telling me I didn't do anything wrong and she's just not a good person, but I don't see it that way, she was my first love, it hurt so bad breaking up but I agreed to it so she could finish her senior year with better grads.... That's what I thought at lest... I don't know. I feel like I messed everything up, that she left me because I wasn't good enough. And that's why, after half a year, I still feel sad, am still scared of dating anyone, am still thinking that I should stay alone.