Last year this time, I had taken back my ex fiancee who had cheated on me. He cheated again and we broke up, and I blocked him and never looked back. For reference: we were LDR (met before obviously) and he was sleeping with her and after I found out, said he will drop everything, live here and marry me but I said no.
I vowed to myself that I'd never check his social media, but I broke it the 2nd time ever today.
The past year has been extremely tough on me, and I even started taking antidepressants. I stopped taking them now and I'm finally feeling a tiny bit better. When I looked at his social media just now, it seems like since our break-up he's been doing fine.
I know social media isn't a reflection of how somebody feels but it really seemed like he was fine. He's still dating the bitch too.
It really hurts because he was the only man I'd ever loved and he's my weakness. It was literally love at first sight, and he proposed to me a month after we met. Looking at his photos now I haven't met anyone like him.
We had a deep connection I've never had before and to see him live his life, without any guilt for what he's done to me really hurts. I know I was the one who broke up with him, but it was a very messy break-up and we both said some hurtful things. How can he just let me go after that?
A year later, and I'm way too good for him, and it still effing hurts. Can anyone please comfort me with any words or advice?
Thank you. (PS I am in tears so any nice words would be amazing).