My "boyfriend" told me to, "Go ahead and just kill myself!" We broke up, so why won't he stop calling & texting me to make me feel bad?

alliekatXXO
Just a little bit of background, I have both PTSD and severe depression with lots of prior abuse--of every sort--from people that were supposed to love me unconditionally. Last night, my boyfriend and I got into a nasty fight, and I said that I just wanted to be dead and he yelled back, "Go ahead and kill yourself, then." It took a lot for me to open up to him about my past, and he's the first person I ever had sex with, so I had a huge emotional bond with him. He claims to love me unconditionally and I really tried giving the relationship my all, and how can you say something like "go ahead and kill yourself" to someone that you claim to love unconditionally, especially when you know they have depression and PTSD. Throughout our relationship, he would create all of these rules for me and expect me to follow them. So, when I pointed out that he was being abusive, he kept making me out to be the bad guy and told me that I was abusive. That was last night, and it's a day later and he has been harassing me all day via text and calls. Even if I block one number, he just uses a different phone or a friends phone. I haven't even replied to any of his texts, and I don't know why he can't leave me alone and stop treating me poorly.
My "boyfriend" told me to, "Go ahead and just kill myself!" We broke up, so why won't he stop calling & texting me to make me feel bad?
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