I still love my ex boyfriend until now after our 4 months of break up. We met last month and had sex. After we had sex, he said that He loves me for who I am and don’t want to lose me. However, few weeks after I found out he was still cheating on me and I get overly mad and insulted and so I got mad to this other woman for stealing my man and for being a bitch. Suddenly, my boyfriend got mad at me and said we are already done and we are over. I get insulted more and so I blocked him and never to talk him anymore and even he wants to see me. A month after, I unblocked him but neither is talk to each other. I still love my ex boyfriend even if I hate myself for feeling this way. I know that in my heart I still love him but I just hope him to change. But, whenever I do going back attempts my mind also ways No. I am confused, my heart still loves him and want him back. But, My mind hates him and don’t want him back.