I’ve never felt this way ever.. even with actual relationships I was in longer, I moved on and let go within a few weeks, and accepted it was over/lost all interest. This guy isn’t even my ex. We were seeing each other casually for 3 months, I knew him for maybe 5 months. I would go over to his house once a week and see him for many hours and we’d have amazing sex. He was moving away so we had to end it, and I got angry because he didn’t tell me until he knew 100% he was moving (so this was months after seeing him). Every day I think about him all the time. I miss him. I still cry. I’ve never cried this long after a breakup in my life. When I try to ask myself what it is I miss, sometimes I don’t even know. Sometimes I’m still super angry at him and then try to find all the reasons we wouldn’t ever work but I always end up back to feeling sad and like we shouldn’t be apart because we had a true connection.
Why can’t I move on? What is going on with me? Is this normal? There is a slight chance he is moving back because he got a better job offer here at home, I heard this through the grapevine not by him, so maybe that’s why I’m still holding on and hoping he will be back? I’m just so frustrated in my inability to let go and forget him. Ugh.
Why can’t I move on? What is going on with me? Is this normal? There is a slight chance he is moving back because he got a better job offer here at home, I heard this through the grapevine not by him, so maybe that’s why I’m still holding on and hoping he will be back? I’m just so frustrated in my inability to let go and forget him. Ugh.
