I asked him if he loves me, he said he loves me but doesn't think he's in love with me but said it doesn't necessarily mean it won't change in the future, he's focused on himself and his kids right now. He doesn't want a relationship with anyone though I was never a negative on his life and was supportive and is taking my advice in seeking a new group of people who don't take part in drugs. He said he's happy to be friends with me and do things together now and again. He would rather be friends than be enemies, I'm the first ex he's been able to leave on good terms. Although he also said that he understands if it's too hard for me to do this because of how I feel but he will be progressing with or without me.
This was the most open and honest conversation we've had. While it hurts to know he's not in love with me, I'm appreciative of his honesty and finally letting me know where I stand. I just hope it works in my favour in the future. Is there hope?