Later that she told me that her family is forcing her to get married to a guy she doesn’t like. She was in a big mess and her miserable life affected me because she was in a way or another trying to drew my feelings that I’m the only one who could save her. She’s a very good girl but I really didn’t want a relationship. Soon after that, she told me again to try to be together, and she was so down that I got teary eyed and I said yes. I know I was mistaken, but I didn’t know what happened to me. She changed a lot, her life got better, and she almost stopped annoying me like she used to do before. I told myself why not give this relationship a try, maybe I will like her back. I started to have some feelings from time to time, but those feeling faded away quickly. I tried to breakup with her once, but she got in tears and I withdrew. I made a huge mistake by pretending that I have feelings for her in order to avoid seeing her crying and to avoid her bad heart-breaking reactions. But now I cry every night because I don’t know what to do. I told her yesterday that I don’t like her attitude when I tell her what annoys me. But she promised to be a great person and to support me with anything I want as long as we’re together. I truly know that it’s all my fault but I really don’t know what to do. How to tell her that I don’t want this relationship without hurting her! How can I when there are no convenient reasons for her. How can I do it when I just told her that I love her. Please help me my head is gonna explode.
I can’t breakup!! I just can’t! please help! I feel my heart is gonna stop?
Later that she told me that her family is forcing her to get married to a guy she doesn’t like. She was in a big mess and her miserable life affected me because she was in a way or another trying to drew my feelings that I’m the only one who could save her. She’s a very good girl but I really didn’t want a relationship. Soon after that, she told me again to try to be together, and she was so down that I got teary eyed and I said yes. I know I was mistaken, but I didn’t know what happened to me. She changed a lot, her life got better, and she almost stopped annoying me like she used to do before. I told myself why not give this relationship a try, maybe I will like her back. I started to have some feelings from time to time, but those feeling faded away quickly. I tried to breakup with her once, but she got in tears and I withdrew. I made a huge mistake by pretending that I have feelings for her in order to avoid seeing her crying and to avoid her bad heart-breaking reactions. But now I cry every night because I don’t know what to do. I told her yesterday that I don’t like her attitude when I tell her what annoys me. But she promised to be a great person and to support me with anything I want as long as we’re together. I truly know that it’s all my fault but I really don’t know what to do. How to tell her that I don’t want this relationship without hurting her! How can I when there are no convenient reasons for her. How can I do it when I just told her that I love her. Please help me my head is gonna explode.