I think I finally moved on.
He was the one who broke my heart, betrayed me and started a new relationship right away. I was living an emotional hell for 5 months after that. But things gradually got much better and i am starting to feel great again.
What bothers me sometimes is that I loved him a lot, I was so much in love, I could never imagine a day would pass without him in my mind. Yet, I am living a perfectly nice life without him in there.
I sometimes feel guilty, how could I forget him so soon?
How could I move on so easily?
How could I be so happy without him in my life?
It doesn’t happen often, but I get these thoughts every now and then, and even though he was the one to break thin he off, I still feel a bit pity and sadness for him.