My boyfriend of four years and I have been through some tough times. During the last couple years of our relationship things have improved significantly and although we had little disagreements down the road and matured and always tried to make things right. He saw message where I called his sister a loser Was really upset felt I cross the line which I knew I had I apologize profusely but regardless a week went by and although we did have contact he was so angry. On Friday we talked and I asked if we were OK and he said yeah I guess I’m still upset, but I’ll try to get past it. I said OK and we gradually start talking on the phone and texting today I noticed he was back to being really angry I asked him what I could do to help. He said nothing, and eventually went off on me about how I was out of pocket and how he doesn’t think I deserve forgiveness. I started crying mainly due to frustration and I told him that I was really sorry and I don’t know how more sorry I could be. I told him I’ve been paying the price by not talking to him and that I knew I was wrong. I was crying so hard because I was really truly sorry but I felt like I was on death row and that I did something so horrible that I was this horrible person. I voiced this to him and I told him how he’s made me feel very horrible this whole week regardless of my apologies in my efforts, I hung up he proceeded to call me back twice I answered. He said he was gonna try his best to get past this but he can’t help how he feels. I responded with that this is a lot for me and I need a minute he said OK and I never called him back.
My boyfriend won’t stop holding a grudge I don’t know what to do?
