I don't know what happened to me whether I was crazy or just lonely, all I know is I was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then you came along... I don't know why. All I know is that I felt a connection on our first chat, something I had never felt before which at first made me feel uneasy, stupid and even a bit childish, which made me go through all kinds of emotions as we chatted and began finding we had a lot in common. I felt like we had known each other from an unknown past.
At first I was scared and a part of me wanted to ignore and just believe that you were just someone who was playing a game : I was thinking I was crazy to have the feelings I was beginning to have for you. I was really upset with myself and became very angry with the way I was feeling.
I thought I was becoming insane myself - damn it - I tried to fight these feelings off but they were just too powerful for me to ignore! I tried to convince myself that this can't be for real; that you couldn't REALLY be feeling the same as I was... I was going insane!!! No matter how hard I tried - I just could not fight the feelings I was having for you
There were too many coincidences.
Every time I see you, I think I'm out of control. I do not know why I am feeling this way, but it's like nothing I've ever experienced before. You walk into the room and everything just stops, like a stupid rom com. The world is muted, and the only sound I hear is your soul calling to me. They say you immediately recognize when you meet a kindred spirit. That you know when someone is supposed to be in your life. That is what I feel when you are around. Whatever capacity it is in, I want you to be in my life. So even if we are not meant to be together I just want to stay with you