Please help, I think I lost the perfect guy due to my insecurities?

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okay so iv dated my bf for a while, it was a seriouse relationship.

but the was somthing in the relationship that kept bugging me, his likes and preference for blondes,... and the fact he comments on other girls pictures saying they are Hot and Gourgouse... and they are all pettite girls,..

now i know he was with me and not them but him having eyes for others girls and girls that were of his preference bugged me like hell,...

so when i read his comments for others girls saying they are gourgouse and hot,.. i lost my cool,... i told him you probly want to fuck and think about fucking then,... he said no he does not and that im the prettiest,... it did not make me feel reasured,... i still felt mad,...

i told him i do not like him liking other girls, its somthing i do not like no matter what coz it makes me feel sad,... he then says i like what i like and i can not stop that, and i like a whole a lot of other things besides you... it made me feel really hurt,... then said it doesn't matter what i like as long as im the only one he wants,... but it still didn't change my emotions,... i still feltt hurt,...

but I don't know what the reason is but i feel like it was a mistake breaking up with him, he also claimed it was a mistake, but idont know,.. i still want him but then i dont,...

i know im not the most chilled girl out there but im not emotionally stable never had been, im extremly fragile girl...

and yeah iv just this Q before cause i didn't get enough ansswers

and please no rude comments, please...
Please help, I think I lost the perfect guy due to my insecurities?
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