"To be honest I'm scared of commitment right now in my life. And it sucks because I really like you and I never expected this all to happen. It sucks that your leaving for 3 months, and I don't want to hurt you or lead you on because your one of the nicest guys I ever met and you make me smile all the time! but I'm just so confused and lost, and I don't want to come across as a stupid girl playing mind games because I'm not. I just don't know what I want.
there were a few small messages afterwards, but I stopped responding because I felt so upset over it.
I leave in a few days, and 4 months isn't a very long time, I feel like coming back to her when I get back. I don't want to leave off on a bad note as the last time I saw her, we didn't even kiss good bye. Should I even bother going and telling her how I feel before I go, or just let it be?
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