At the beginning he showed me what I thought was true love. We never took it to another level because we were taking it slow. He said we were going to be something special in the future. We were only friends and then he rejected me horribly. I have another chance to live. I was almost killed. He almost strangled me to death, spit on my face, sent 14 dick pics to my mom and tried to have sex with her, pulled my hair, kidnapped me, called me ugly and fat, compare me to girls and exes, the list goes on of how devilish he was. He even called my school and tried to make up lies to get me kicked out. I go to a top grad school in the US, so he was gonna destroy my dreams... first in my family to graduate high school. He did worse things...
I'm trying to get my life in order and heal, but I'm afraid I have too much baggage and scars. I have other traumas as well. I was given a tough life. I would like to date again in the future, but it's hard for me to trust. I'm a sweet girl in general, but I can come off distant. I tend to attract narcissists and abusers, so that is why I stay from men.
Any experiences in dating a domestic violence/trauma survivors? Is it too much baggage for you?
Thanks :-)
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