Hi everyone. I'm here because i can't feel good about myself anymore. I feel so unworthy even if probably it's not true.
It's pretty "funny" and annoying to write this, because everytime it's the same screenplay: "you amaze me, you are one of the most interesting and complex girl I've ever met. I never talk about this type of stuff with other girls, you never bore me because you're also funny."
Plus, a lot of them find me also physically stunning and tell me stuff like: i can't avoid to look at your eyes and face/body. Well... you may say: maybe you haven't chemistry or compatibility. Ehm, the problem is that I can find men with whom I have a great chemistry and compatibility, but they won't be romantically interested in me anyway. I open a lot with them, (maybe that's my fault, I'm not too mysterious when I'm in love) and they appreciate me, talk a lot with me.. but don't fell for me as I do. Never. They crush on other girls, of course. This makes me very depressed (not a joke): i spent a lot of days eating almost nothing and doing nothing on my bed cause of this feeling: i'm unworthy of love. I've also suffered for years from major depression and now I'm coming back cause of my excess of sensitivity.
Guys... Some of them find me too complex to be liked, the other ones love my personality and aesthetic but still don't want a relationship. I don't know what to do: 24 years, never been loved. Maybe love isn't for me. Tell me some reasons, if you want. Have a good day (and sorry my English).
It's pretty "funny" and annoying to write this, because everytime it's the same screenplay: "you amaze me, you are one of the most interesting and complex girl I've ever met. I never talk about this type of stuff with other girls, you never bore me because you're also funny."
Plus, a lot of them find me also physically stunning and tell me stuff like: i can't avoid to look at your eyes and face/body. Well... you may say: maybe you haven't chemistry or compatibility. Ehm, the problem is that I can find men with whom I have a great chemistry and compatibility, but they won't be romantically interested in me anyway. I open a lot with them, (maybe that's my fault, I'm not too mysterious when I'm in love) and they appreciate me, talk a lot with me.. but don't fell for me as I do. Never. They crush on other girls, of course. This makes me very depressed (not a joke): i spent a lot of days eating almost nothing and doing nothing on my bed cause of this feeling: i'm unworthy of love. I've also suffered for years from major depression and now I'm coming back cause of my excess of sensitivity.
Guys... Some of them find me too complex to be liked, the other ones love my personality and aesthetic but still don't want a relationship. I don't know what to do: 24 years, never been loved. Maybe love isn't for me. Tell me some reasons, if you want. Have a good day (and sorry my English).
