II left a gay man but I still feel dead on the inside?

[Anonymous]

I was with a gay man for almost a year and he would not want to have sex with me or take me out on a date. He dated me so he could hide his sexuality from his friends and family.. But the side effects off leaving a gay man is horrible, I feel ugly and unattractive and feel insecure about my age and comparing myself to younger women... I used to feel alive and happy and I would enjoy my life... It has been two years since I left him and I have been dating other men but had no luck yet finding the one. People say I'm pretty, cute, attractive or beautiful... But I can't get passed the dead feeling after I left my gay partner... What happened to me? What should I do?

[JuanVeIasco]

A gay was using it for almost a year? 😹😹😹😹 Men today call any ugly woman beautiful. I don't like women over 30 either.

[Asker]

Thanks for the humor

[Iron_Man]

Why do that to yourself he was gay he’s not a boyfriend for you

[Iron_Man]

Shame on him for being a pretender and using you to hide behind