1 No. I just find “liking” anyone in any kind of a way other than friendship to be
Extremely stressful. I’m not good at it. it’s probably a terrible idea for us to do anything bc we did actually get along before. ALSO I’m not being coy. 🤨 I know often if someone says something negative it’s taken as coy and I’m being serious I honestly dk if this is a good idea. I’m also serious when I say I move SLOW and I don’t mean sex I just mean anything as far as getting to know each other….
☝🏼 …But that does bring me to my other concern before you interrupted me…
All I know about sex is I’m not ready for it and as far as WHEN I will be or if I will EVER be I have NO idea…
…So if that’s the ride you’re looking for you should exchange your ticket 🎫 and hop on another train 🚂—I mean that with all due respect.
I know sex is a big deal to most people and I don’t judge I just really dk if it’s gonna matter to me.
(So he def looked more surprised here -& maybe concerned not sure-than he did when I said “it takes me a long time to talk” & he kind of paused…then asked)
2 Sooo is that like you HATE it orrrr you just never found out? 👀
1 🤔 Fair question I suppose but it doesn’t really impact the fact I’m not in any rush. Anyhow the latter.
(He looked a bit more relaxed which honestly bothered me but on the other hand, I am the one who brought it up so I can’t fault him for reacting and we are not in a Disney cartoon so I can’t expect him to not care about sex)
(Getting over my discomfort bc it was all fair his reaction, but I guess I did not know what to say)
1 I do know I do not want to date someone who’s is having sex with other people 🤢
(He looked kind of feeling accused)
1. Oh lol no ! I don’t necessarily think that’s what you’re saying. I’m only raising it bc I USED to think it was a GOOD solution a perfect one. Like I can date whomever and never have to worry about sex! And now I don’t think it’s such a good idea.👀
CONTINUED*
…You seem fairly casual so I don’t see why you felt the need to mention it. I wouldn’t have even been concerned about any of this 🤦🏻♀️
2 Well honestly they are relatively young so they have time🙂 And while I really mean it, I also do not believe in forcing things… So I am hopeful but careful 🙂
1OK
Ok 2
2 👀…So… what now
1 I don't know 👀
(Quiet a long time)
2 Ready to go home? I will walk you. You are welcome to stay👇🏻
He walked me 🏡 (I was quiet on way back)
2 😁 OK no kiss but Can I hug you?
1 hmm OK. maybe. ok NO.
2 Are you sure?
1 I think so? I don't know. nvm. Well, Uhh —maybe next time. Sorry not feeling it atm😬
2 It’s OK😌
(He buttoned top of my coat a bit weird 👀 I guess it’s something to do I don't know 🤣)
2 At your🌲 tomorrow?
1 Yea 🤷🏻♀️
2 See you on my way to work. You can tell me If & when you want to meet up. Yeah?
We said GN 🌚