I’ve been dating a guy for about 2 months. We have been having sex and I told him this is the first time I’ve had sex w someone who wasn’t my boyfriend. I was okay with it for a while until the guilt started to hit me. I told him I felt guilty through text, which was my fault for saying that over text. I told him don’t worry about it and if he wanted his hat back bc he left it at my house. He didn’t respond and ignored me for days. At first was nice and kind and tried to give him space to talk then after a few days I got no response I got upset and told him I felt used and I was so mad at him. He missed my birthday and everything. We didn’t talk for weeks. I had to literally try my hardest for him to talk to me. When I did try he’d be super mean to me.(mind you he has said and done MANY things I don’t like before then that I just took).
I later found out he was upset over an Instagram post I posted. I had no idea what it was and he doesn’t even remember. We made amends and started hanging out but I didn’t want to have sex. I was scared. I told him I was scared bc of how he ignored me so easily like that. He told me we don’t have to hang out at his house only out. We don’t even have to kiss he said.
I've been having issues w my lungs lately from extreme dust i was in for a few days. I kept telling him that but he refused to believe me and said I was sick. He texted me in the morning saying next time I come to his house let him know before I come over. I got sooo upset for some reason. I guess because I’ve been feeling like he’s not trying. It was a lot of everything that just bothered me that was too much. I told him don’t talk to me anymore. He thought I was upset about him telling me that but it was a mixture of everything. He got so upset w me but I later tried to make it right. He didn’t want to. Am I wrong for what I did, or was it just a reaction to being hurt.
We both make mistakes but I feel like I’m the only one who is understanding and tries, so I walk away?
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I meant to say he said next time I come to his house sick let him know.
