I don’t really want to get married or have children. I’m super closed off from wanting that.. I almost feel emotionally unavailable.. I used to dream about that fairytale and seeing how my parents had a beautiful love story..
I do feel unworthy of it sometimes and I don’t have the looks to make a man want to marry. I think there’s a lot of trauma tied to why I dont
i like being by myself and spoiling myself. I’m super mean to guys who try ( not many)