My ex partner wasn’t ideal, but he was ideal for me.
His body type was the most attractive body type for me in the world and a quite rare one actually, because I have only seen about 2 guys with the similar build in the last 6 months.
So, it feels like what was perfect for me - is in the past.
And while I have some really nice people interested in me, they are not as ideal as I thought my ex was.
He was physically the most attractive man for me.
How am I going to live with the knowledge that every next partner will be most likely less than him in a way?
Because if that’s not the case, then my dating range would be very shallow and only limited to the beat looking guys out there, which I don’t think is a good idea.
I know I do pay too much attention to looks, I just wonder who am I going to like the way I liked him?
He was just a dream man for most girls out there, when I walked on streets with me, girls looked at me jealous.