Every single time someone is asked if they like me romantically, the answer is 'no of course not, why would I like her?'. I know I shouldn't take it to heart, and I know that this is valid but situations like this just hurt, wether I like that person or not.
Today I had a situation where someone was guessing who a guy's crush was. The guy (let's call him AZ) answered every guess with no, since he didn't want to actually tell. AZ'S friend was there too (let's call him BS). The person who was guessing said my name, and before AZ could even respond, BS said 'ew, no of course not? Who does like her in that way?'.
A while ago me and some friends, including multiple guys, were talking about what our type was. When it was my turn, I said blonde, and the first response of a blonde guy there was 'oh, I guess I gotta start dying my hair brown from now on'
Before that I was talking with a guy friend of mine about someone who had liked me romantically years ago. The conversation went alright, until he said 'tbh, I don't know what anyone is doing with their lives if they like YOU romantically'
I hate this. I allow them to have their opinion and i don't hate them for saying this at all, since it seems pretty readonable if that's what they really think. It's just the fact that I know this by now. I know I'm nobody's dream girl. I know that nobody does or will like me romantically. I know I'm not pretty or amazing like others, but they just keep telling me. Tbh, I'm starting to see what they mean, and i'm starting to like myself less as well. Maybe I could change to have at least a slight chance when it comes to love?
