I really miss him?

Anonymous
I know I'm probably going to get a lot of shit for this.

Back in November I was talking to a guy off reddit, he and I talked for a week before meeting. He seemed really into me, and we were both instantly attracted to each other. He didn't drive at the moment, so we met at a park across from his apartment. I know I know... anyways! We shot some hoops and sat down at the bleachers. So he asked me "are you sure we can't sit in your car?" Cause earlier I said I didn't want to pick him up and take him somewhere because that would've been stupid to be secluded with someone in the car. But it was getting cold out so we sat in there for a bit and talked. One thing led to another and we started to kiss. So I mentioned we shouldn't be doing this in the school parking lot. And so we moved across the street in another parking lot.

He asked me if I wanted to go down on him and he'd return the favor. I said no, and he didn't push it further.

I feel stupid, I was lonely that night and if we didn't talk on the phone during the week I wouldn't have let him in my car. But still I needed to be careful, but I'm fine lol.

So I tried looking up his social, he has reddit, snapchat but no other outlets of social media. He told me his name but I can't find him anywhere. Which is another red flag to me. We haven't talked since December and I'm missing him.

I broke things off cause he wanted to meet up again at the park. And I wanted to do something in public but he said he couldn't drive. So that was the last straw and I ended things. Then he came back with "well I have someone coming over to get their guts rearranged" 😀

Like I miss him and I don't know why, we had a connection but it was a safety issue that he doesn't really have social media? And the fact I tried looking his name up and couldn't find a trace.
I really miss him?
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