If my ex really misses me and wants to get back with me why doesn't she just say it?

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If my ex really misses me and wants to get back with me why doesnt she just say it?
It's been four months of no contact with my ex, after she said that she was happy (she went back with her ex) and that i promised not to hurt her and that I should stop reaching out ot her, i told her to be happy and wished her the best. she blocked me so to me it was over.

a month ago i started to share dm's with a girl I met on instagram, a few days later this girl posted a screenshot of an ig post of my girlfriend on her story, i was confused as hell but i ignored it and dind't text that girl never again. the day after that my ex posted a video of her coming to my hometown due to work with a song that says "our love is forever". the following days she kept posting quotes about her changing her mind, songs about an eternal love etc.
A couple of weeks ago was her now boyfriend birthday and a couple of days later was hers,
the day of his birthday she posted a picture of him with the caption "the love of my life"
but a couple of days later a friend sent a video of her crying in a bar singing a song about she can't forget someone "me?" the day of her birthday i didn't wish her a happy birthay as she didn't didn't do it on mine and i'm blocked on whatsapp and facebook... but not on instagram.

She got mad, started posting about someone "me?" not valuing her, that now she undestand things, a song about not having feelings for "me?" anymore. then she posted a picture with her boyfriend with a song that she dedicated to me.

she knows that i love her but i don't know what's really happening on her head... at this moment I don't know if she really loves me or if she's just confused.
If my ex really misses me and wants to get back with me why doesn't she just say it?
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