my mom was talking about how my other colleagues are always buying me lunch (cause i’m an intern). Then she went on by saying, you should treat them too, and i told her, how can i treat them for lunch if my parents don't give me money? Then she got really angry because she said that she gave me 300 bucks for my birthday! and told me to spend it during my internship. (i bought books). But I was not supposed to intern in that place, i wanted to intern in a newspaper company far away, and at least i can stay somewhere else instead sitting in my room everyday. Ever since the pandemic, I nvr went to college, its all online. At first it was fine, but slowly I was going insane. I never hung out with anyone. Why? Because my mother lost trust in me when i went out with a boy to watch Frozen2. She’s protective and I WAS 18 when i went out AND NOW that i'm 20 i just choose not to fight over her. So I just stayed at home and got good grades. But again the only thing that kept me sane and gave me a glimmer of hope my internship. Take that away from me and it's like- what else is there for me to look forward to? due to covid i found a law firm near home. life there is boring. I never wished to be a lawyer, and now that I see how depressing a lawyer's life is- law isn't for me, no one is cheery. Everyone in that Law firm is old, I'm the only youth there. Again- with no friends. Everyday I wake up dreading going to that law firm, which only pays little. Since i literally have no joy in life, no pets, no one to crush over. There was literally nothing for me to feel happy about except online shopping. That's why I made that snarky remark. i cnt even earn, I'm not a business oriented person eiter, can't work part-time, because my mom doesn't let me. Online shopping is my therapy. so I guess that was the reason behind my outburst, why I'm so gloomy, and annoyed every day. n my mom doesn't understand that. She thinks that i hate her, that i'm so snarky cause i hate her. but that's it
Why does my mom think I hate her?
